Here I Die

Ever since she left
When she left a dent in me
Was so fast,
I believed I would be good

 

I'm all scabbed
I'm all dead
Rotting from the inside
Burning from my head

 

God doesn't know where she is
I think god forgot her
Sparsed among the angels
Lost among the dead

 

Here I die
Here I lost
She ain't mine
She is all gone

The mud is Home

I feel the filth sinking,
Crazy hot in deep.
I am useless and relentless,
but somehow I am free.

My eyes are shut,
but I still see.
I see through bullshit.
I see through love.

How can this body be so hollow.
How can this soul be so free.
As I turn around and never follow.
As I close my eyes so I can see.

I'm so drowned in my sorrow.
All I can count are my miseries.
This child is not old enough for this horror.
This adult is dying within.