Here I Die

Ever since she left
When she left a dent in me
Was so fast,
I believed I would be good

 

I'm all scabbed
I'm all dead
Rotting from the inside
Burning from my head

 

God doesn't know where she is
I think god forgot her
Sparsed among the angels
Lost among the dead

 

Here I die
Here I lost
She ain't mine
She is all gone

Disappear Again

I am the worst at this
Stupid idea of free
I have no dignity
I wish I was dead

I can't understand
Why I'm so stupid
I can comprehend
I'm just retarded

The world passes me
Like a bullet train
I can't let me be
I want to disappear again